Wonders

Everyday I wonder. I wonder what it would be like to be 3 again without a care in the world. I wonder what it would be like to have grown up in a foreign country. And then I wonder about the present. I wonder how different my life would have been if my parents wouldn't have divorced when I was 9. I know it would be a lot different than it is now. My parents might actually talk; they might even get along. But what I wonder most is how I would change as a person if my past didn't have the events in it that it did. Would I be happier? Would I be a better person? And my answer is no. I believe I wouldn't be the strong person that I am today without the obstacles in my past. I learned, I grew, and I am my own person because of it.